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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 00:20:53 GMT

again, haven't written anything at all in soooooooo long
i haven't even updated my old entries
i really hate school
i'm supposed to hand in my hopefully-last paper i'll ever do tonight
but haven't finished *cough*started*cough*

think i've been on facebook more than looking at course material for this class
it's truly boring
just needa say this to vent for myself
n next Wed is the final exam

if i didn't have this course, i'd be enjoying my summer
like already taken swimming lessons
n found myself another job
right i still needa write wut job i got at the end of April

well i am hopefully gona force myself to go read a little for my paper
then go to class
hope i dun fall asleep
but then i'll needa drive home today as well
wish that stupid psych class didn't pull curse, or i wouldn't have failed
then i would only needa do 3 creds

enuf babbling...

gotta make myself finish paper by Wed
then go test the pool on Thurs
pick up sis from airport on Fri
try to read my 2 boring texts for exam thru the next few days

to sanity *cheers*

Monday, September 25, 2006

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 03:35:11 GMT

ok i'm totally pissed with xanga!
couldn't load the stupid entry page for days already
piece of crap, totally WTFFF
if it still isn't gona work... i'm gona post it at school or get someone to do it for me GRR
OK WTF SO NOW YOU WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????
*profuse swearing ensues, overflowing like a waterfall*

my purpose for updatin... was to blog my night out!!
in celebration for............ *drum roll?* ....................... MY BIRTHDAY~!!
yes yes *nod nod*

Friday Sept. 22, 2006

got up around b4 noon, watched my recorded Grey's Anatomy & CSI from Thurs nite
man it was great, so much suspense!
but man, was a bit disappointed with the main stuff of both episodes
Grey's Anatomy
i really thought Grey would end up using the coin toss *shrugs*
but they didn't tell us what the coin toss showed!
the ending kick of ex-MrsSheperd was a bit... ouch
acted all sad but end up sleepin with someone else again, again
CSI
i didn't see the season 6 finale... but i guess Brass is ok from the gun shot
still would've love to see that ep!
oh i sense somethin btwn Grissom n Sara O_O
i like Grissom, but i hope there'll be more Nick comin up~ >///<
the ending about Catherine, totally OMG freakin cliffhanger!

so after i finished the tape, i relaxed a little
didn't realize it was past the time i was supposed to start gettin ready!
i was in a dilemma bout my wardrobe n makeup...
but i did ok, just wrong dress/skirt *hmph!*
so i ended up leaving the house like 15min late T^T
errr.. then there was communication problems... thus leadin to another 30min lateness

when we, me Christina n Janet, finally got to Moxie's, the host was giving me weird looks...
he's cute, but still, lookin at me in a weird way is not hot LOL
so we ordered light
i got dry pork ribs, which were seriously dry!
but they tasted ok, NOT the greatest thing since sliced bread, but that in itself ain't that amazin anyways
n we shared dessert, white chocolate brownie w/ ice cream
still i think i could make it easy, so a bit disappointed since it's classy restaurant

then we went back to Chrstina's house to freshen up n all
we picked up Rochelle and went to Sonar, thx to tickets from Wendy
was organized by UBC's CCS club, supposed to be datin theme'd
but i didn't hook up w/ anyone, nor got hook'd LOL
might have left too early to find that out, oh well
met up with Tony, Vivian, Simon, and Brenda +1
oh thx Tony for treatin me a martini
but i had another one, Sour Apple Martini - $8.50 *kachin*
was thinkin of gettin a 3rd, but the price was a bit... n i was btwn buzz n tipsy
we danced n chatted n danced
i took some pics... but some pics (not by me) turned out rather ... let's just settle on weird *ahem*
the 3 of us left around 1am
n i got home around 130am, so came out of shower real quick by 2am
i gave up the fight n slept around 3am

yes it was a pretty fun nite out
i dun mind clubbin either way
i dun think it's my cup of tea, but i'd wana go once in a while
chek out Atlantis to see if it's bigger n beta, n Celebrities just cuz it's a gay club XP

oh yes, the presents i got this year, my fav is still the wallet from sis *evil laugh*
i love Jack~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

oh and i didn't get my bday cake this year T^T
not that i had it every year, but this year i suddenly got the craving
maybe when i have time, i'll just buy one for the heck of it LOL
but i went to Safeway to buy a simple cheesecake cuz too lazy to make anythin myself
but then i'm disappointed, my own cheesecake's taste much beta (esp after slavin away for a day)

そうだ、そうだ！
オレ学園へヴン見てたよ～
でも、第９話までだけ見てた。
格好いいぜ！男ハーレム！！
篠宮くん～西園寺くん～ステキですわ～～～
ぎゃああああああ～
それに、毎話の始めは完全にエロシーンがやってる！
随分面白ぇぜ、わははははー
もっとエロチックなシーンが出ないかな？
今度の週末、また見て、終りたいな～

ah wut else... aside from the troubles i have with my studies...
not much
well i might add some pics later
n i might not be updatin again for a while, unless i feel like rantin
n life's really gona go down the drain more so from now...
feel like cryin or sleepin for a long time

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 06:05:26 GMT

life hates me

yup, i'm pretty sure i'm on the hit-list, black list, or just wuteva list

cuz today i was determined to at least finiah all my jpn hw...

BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOH NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT'D BE TOO GOOD FOR YOU!
LIFE SHALL NEVER LET YOU DO ANYTHING YOU WANT
OR WUTEVA U'VE PLANNED EVEN IF U DIDN'T WANA BUT NEEDA

this stupid piece of crap that these pll call a house just started leakin
so cuttin all my enraged rant short...
i haven't showered
no access to (hot) water
thus no accomplishin my tasks of doin hw
also no food or water
despite i usually lock myself in my room anyways, this is more like a trap
n i dun wana go to bed cuz i feel dirty w/o showerin...

ugh i totally have OCD
just not very serious, i'm guessin
n i learned that OCD really varies, not just being clean

so yeah.. i'm gettin sleepy actually...
guess no choice, wake up earlier tmr then... *sigh*

only thing that brightened my day
received package from sis *huggles*
but it was all blasted after half an hour
but i have yet to fully unwrap... sigh
BUT it did make me smile

i'm dreaming of a very clean room
plus a delicious Japanese fruit/strawberry cake
i guess i could indulge myself in some Gakuen Heaven this weekend
学園ヘヴン～マラソン！！ LOL

i'm lookin forward to season premieres
but i duno wut to expect of this week
feels like somhin special should be done
but it's like nobody cares anyways
i guess it's really up to myself, but i should still work my head and ass off
ugh, my life sux
~salut~ (frenchie accent) oops that's "hello"
ok.. ~adieu~ dream life, i'll probably never see any of it come true
yes, i have hope, but mostly false hope
i am so very tired...
no matter how much i despise being another sheep among the crowd
it's really difficullt with all the factors in (my) life

Monday, September 18, 2006

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 21:33:26 GMT

was lookin for an old quiz
turns out site shutdown, too bad
they were interestin sex quizzes

Your Toes Should Be Black

A total rulebreaker (and heartbreaker), you're always a little punk rock.
Your flirting style: Wacky and a bit shocking
Your ideal guy: An accomplished artist, musician, or writer
Stay away from: Preppy guys looking for a quick bad girl fling

What Color Should Your Toenails Be?

that would need guys to stay away from in the 1st place

You Go For Brains!

You want a guy with a big... brain.
And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.
What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)

Do You Go For Brains or Body?

is this for real? i thought i'd be totally hypocrtical
thus goin for face
but i'm a - half half, depends on the guy - kinda person

okay these quizzes sux, not half as fun as askin bout sex related stuff

i know, i should be workin
doin my hw so relentlessly that my limbs get numb til they fall off
creepy eh?

bored
un-motivated
just wana sleep for eternity..
or do my stuff on my pc for the rest of my life

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 08:20:16 GMT

ah, new blog'in format!

well just here to ... say nothin really

not that it's super difficult, just lots of factors

i'm escapin the reailty ... sigh

which means i also didn't grab an agenda... no deli coupons

yup life is suckin big time

桜蘭高校ホスト部
２４見たよ、ＲＡＷで、半分ぐらい分かるかな...
２３面白いけど、変... 笠野田くん（Ｃａｓａｎｏｖａ）かわいそう
２２ネコ笠野田くん可愛い！！てつやとカップルじゃないの！？

Monday, August 28, 2006

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 15:01:34 GMT

t h e L O N G l o n g a w a i t e d u p d a t e

(baka ore, now open to comments) (oh my hell, i dun believe i made so many typos)

aaaaaarrrrrrhhh T^T
i've haven't written in so long that so many memories are a bit hazy now
alas i shall try my best still
but sayin it like that gives the impression that they're good memories
oh no no no, if you think they're all good, u'd be sorely mistaken

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super belated bishie birthdays

Akutsu Jin April 2
Ooishi Syuuichirou April 30
Lumiale  May 3
Kaidou Kaoru May 11
Mizuki  May 27
Draco Malfoy June 5
Madoka  June 18
Fuyuki Shido August 1
Cloud Strife August 11 (23)
Julious  August 16
Kakei Jubei August 21
Squall Leonheart August 23
- i dun believe i missed my lovelies' bdays!

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ŽqˆÀ•l May 5, 1967
ŽRŒûŸ•½ May 23, 1965
•ÛŽu‘ˆê˜Y May 30, 1972
•ûŒb”ü June 6, 1965
ŸNˆäFG June 13
ã“c—SŽi June 15
ŒÃ’J“O  July 31
ŒÃàV“O  August 3
žwŽRC”V August 25
- i must say, Koyasu as an okama (in Ouran) is quite refreshing XD
- and Midorikawa has definitely done lots of (uke) voices LMAO

Pete Burns August 5, 1959
- gosh i love him still, amazing voice and personality

‚ê‚¢‚½  May 27
—í(‚¤‚é‚Í) June 9
Gackt  July 4
•––í(‚ ‚«‚â)  August 25

HEATH LEDGER  April 4, 1979
EMMA WATSON  April 15, 1990
SEAN BEAN  April 17, 1959
JET LI   April 26, 1963
JUDGE REINHOLD  May 21, 1957
ANGELINA JOLIE  June 4, 1975
MARK WAHLBERG  June 5, 1971
KARL URBAN  June 7, 1972
JOHNNY DEPP  June 9, 1963
DANIEL RADCLIFFE  July 23, 1989
SANDRA BULLOCK  July 26, 1965
RUPERT GRINT  August 24, 1988

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shameless plug for this Japanese Crepe shop i discovered @ Parker
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yes, i totally use JPN there LOL
i think the guy hired somone already!
too late.. but u know that girl still didn't know how to use the machine
i could totally work there TT~~~TT
seeing as i know JPN n Eng n Canton >0<v

last term
hectic, tiring, slacking
not so good grades, even for JPN
disappointing n disappointed

summer courses
CLST310, tues & thurs, 7-945pm, may - july
i did unexpectedly well on the paper, 80% O_O
but i handed it in late... so only a barely good mark (in my own eyes)
still, i've never done well on uni papers T^T
MUSC... 1st distance course for me
just started... 4 moths too late, but i hafta finish everythin w/in Sept
godspeed *salute*

school future
JAPN 406 410 (408 411)
ASIA 354 n 430
plus 2 more distance courses for credit

hope i can be in classes w/ Lisa still n Julia again
n they're all new profs to me this year >_<

work

no luck... none... enuf disappointment... truly...
i duno how i'm gona go off to Japan on my own
but hopefully i will manage
yes, conscious desicion for myself that i'm gona go off on my own
find a new place in a new world, create my own little legacy

going out

May - went out 2x w/ Christina for tennis
great workout for an hour, but sadly only got to do this twice

had been tryin to get someone to go to the gym w/ me since i have ZERO experience n of cuz no membership
no luck, since everybody's busy n kept cancellin...

June 24 Saturday
went to RC around 2pm, i bought a couple things
then waited for Candace for movies - Nacho Libre
it was ok, only that the most funny moments were already in the trailers n previews
so the rest of the movie were the tryin-to-be serious kinda plot stuff
glad we went, since i haven't talked to her in a long time

also saw Lake House, w/ Christina & Janet
but i dun have the date on hand w/ me

July 16
out w/ Alyssa @ RC
probably met her last last year around same time
she like everybody else is workin
so i helped her look at more work-appropriate clothes
she gave me a bracelet from HK, said she went back some time in May
and i bought her a hand-butter for her BDay

July 28 Friday night
got call and went to spontaneous dinner w/ Chrisina

August 12
out w/ Christina & Janet b4 Christina leaves for HK til Sept
met @ Yaohan, walked over to Aberdeen for snack
i totally regret buyin Starbuck's pomegranate juice frap, esp the grande instead of tall
i feel their products are degradin in quality
walked to n around Lansdowne
then went to Pizza Hut for early dinner, meal was good, but the place kinda sux
had wings split w/ Janet n large pizza btwn 3 of us, yummy

Aug 26
out w/ Janet, met @ Aberdeen, went to Parker for Bon Crepe
i had Red Raspberry cheesecke & i treated Janet to one of chocolate cheesecake
walked to RC, walked back to Earls in Lansdowne for early dinner

had been making plans to go out for different occasions with a few ppl...
but so disappointingly and rather rudely got diss last minute
that happend about 5 times these few months

the disappointment of ppl dissing me on plans compounded with the amount of school work i've signed myself up for
i've made a conscious, silent commitment to myself
that is i probably won't be going out much unless it's to celebrate birthdays (or something) or meet with close friends for good specific reasons
i'm tired of ppl breaking their promises
besides, i needa conserve my money since i might be too busy for work

dating... no luck
2 unsuccessful planning that just escalated in the unsuccessful-ness
so i'm gona give up on ME finding guys
1st i dun have time to deal w/ the emotional trouble
2nd i just dun have the time period
3rd most guys just don't peak interest

althou if someone (guy or girl) were to truly mean it to go out w/ me in RL
i probly would still consider it
i just want someone to truly have interest n heart
of cuz i'm not sayin true love, gods only know if i'll ever meet anyone special like that

sis is gona start work from Sept in HK
so she came bak on July 19th til Aug 15th
brought back some HK food, i liked those JPN stew packets
only got 2 shirts thou, strictly for summer too
but we only got to go out a few times
i can only say she didn't put as much importance in relationship w/ me

ohoh i bought 2 pairs of surgical steel earrings on a trip w/ her
cost me a tiny fortune (in my world, anythin 10+ is a small fortune) LOL OTZ
i like them, they haven't caused any problems for my ears aside from being tight fits
i'm gona keep wearing them daily X]]

on the trip to Richmond, i bought a white Autumn sweater from Costa Blanca
nice n comfortable, i like it
plus i really dun have much winter clothes, none new definitely
then finally bought myself a 280GB external drive
i like it, fast transfer & big capacity
but i dun like where i got it from, no.

yeah i do realize i rely on others too much
so i guess being kinda on my own should help train my independence
but it was nice to be closer to my sis esp since we moved to this smaller "dump"

saw Pirates 2 w/ sis
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest
oh i liked it a lot, but so evil of them for the "ending"
ooooooooh i love Johnny Depp
althou Jack Sparrow's not the traditional protagonist ie good guy, i like him
wow... Orlando became so... rugged
Legolas --> Will @_@ hmmm, i like Legolas more i think
i duno why, since i rarely like females, but i like Keira Knightley
i prefer her in Pride & Prejudice, but her role in PotC is refreshin too
the sad thing (for me) is, she only 6 months older than myself *sniff* /_____\

i can't wait to see Domino & Love Actually
(i didn't realize she was it this too, but i've been waiting to see Love Actually for some time)
i wana watch loads of movies, wait til i get them on DVDs i guess -_- *sigh*
i certainly can't wait to see Pirates 3 & HP 5

just recordin mostly cartoons n CSI
althou i do enjoy House & Grey's Anatomy

too bad they didn't get any Emmy's last night
i just dun care for 24 or Sopranos

youtube on the other hand has a big variety, thou limited vid time n more chaotic
Ouran Koukou Host Club, Saint Seiya, yaoi ones *drool*
oh so many of them, me love my bishies
just wana SEKUHARA them *muahahahahahahaha*
yes, i'm not an uke, no, just cuz i'm a girl doesn't make me exclusively uke
i'm probly a little Dominatrix in hiding LOL
if only i were this blunt in gr12 *humourless laugh*
anyway, i hope i can slowly make up my lack of anime for the past 2-3 yrs
.hack, Gundam, Saiyuki, n so many more

fanfic

i love my private world
FF8 furuba HP LOTR etc
bishies doin, was gona say sexy things... but *wicked grin*
bishies doin bishes XD that definitely works too LMAO

tryin to write my own as well
but definitely time consuming for the thinkin as well as the writing

translate

i'm tryin to get back on track w/ school 1st
but thankfully the admin's very understandin
just hope i can make it up, if they didn't get mad at me V_______V
i do like translating, i like workin w/ Japanese, and i like doin somthin i'm good at
so hopefully i can make the time

side note, i dun like licencing... cuz i dun like manga in Eng
but since i have no $$, reading fans translated is the next best thing
and they're movin in on my BL manga too
did i mention BIBLOS went bankrupt a few months back? Y__Y
i want SexPistols, t‚ð•ø‚¢‚Ä‚¢‚½, ‚¨‹à‚ª‚È‚¢‚Á (think i got up to vol3 or 4?)

ohoh i'm also back to gettin my bl games *see my demonic tail wigglin behind me?*
it's a bit time consumin, but well worth it
i wish one day i'll have the money to buy all of them *GYAAA*
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as i can't have pets of my own, watchin cute kittens make up for it (1millionth)

check out more cute animals (mostly kittens) on my playlist
http://www.youtube.com/my_playlists?p=FE92D39B5AF48C5F

seeing as school begins again in just a week, i'll be super busy again

on top of that i'm tryin to study real hard for my 2nd try at JLPT level1
it's said that one needs 900hrs of study
i did the calculation on my own, and it comes to ... *drumroll*
10hrs a day, 30days a month, for 3 months

................................................................................................................................

QbPb›
that's gona put me in an earlier grave than i already will be
plus, w/ my 5 other courses... i dun think i can survive as a sane person with that
no, i dun have a timeturner like in HP, as much as i'd love to, no

god i hate the sun somtimes
but then again it reminds me of just so many more things that i hate

time to end this entry... me hand's tired
and somhow i undone a part of it, i had to retype them... i hate typin somtimes

i should treat myself LOL
but it's almost like 4 months worth of typin! *smacks self*
Hershey Cookie'n'Creme, Lays, Twix, fries, takoyaki, Apple flavour Jelly Beans
all of which i don't have 'cept the last =___=lll
but yes, i do love eatin, n all the above are great
wish i had time to make choco cakes n cheesecakes like b4 uni

ah damn, i just remember i should make ppointment w/ dentist...
n i need a trim for my hair, hate it gettin curlty on its own \ _____ /

so, that's all for now
another time laddie *wave* (not waving, it's one wave)
*grab Jack Sparrow n rub myself against him* LMAO
sexy man Johnny Depp, but definitely need to be showered if he were Jack XP

Friday, June 09, 2006

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 09:05:35 GMT

cleaniness

i admit, i'm somewhat a clean freak

i'd say i imagine half the "dirt" on myself half the time

i try not touchin faucets or handles when i use public washrooms
i "half-sneeze" many times, even more when i go out, cuz of dust or anythin else
i wash my hands with soap at least once an hour at home
i wash my face approx. once an hour as well
i do not touch my shoes ever without washing my hands after
i wash or change shirts every time someone dirty touches me, namely my father
i wipe my keyboard approx. once a day before use
i avoid killin insects myself because of the billions of germs and bacteria
i use loads of towels a week
i wish i could do my own laundry if i were not too disgusted with the so-called laundry room
i wish i could re-wash all my (in house) clothes and towels before wear or use
i wish there's a way i can dry things in an instant so i could wear or use the above right away
i wish i can have my own area for hanging clothes for drying
i wish i can have a bubble of sorts for myself, make that multiple for my property
i wish i could have a way or something that would repel insects from my persons and property
i wish all things that crawl or fly with more limbs than four burn in hell and disappear from the face of the earth
i wish i were living in the "Star Trek: The Next Generation" world
- thus there would be no poverty, incurable disease, nor disgusting bugs near me ust because i will it

but, no, unfortunately, i do not wipe down every corner or speck of dust on my property
and sadly, i feel i'm too lax w/ things i do not see gettin "dirty"
i do not think i'm to the point of being obsessive-compulsive
i have yet to decide if that's a good or truly bad thing

anyway, i'm weird, bite me

"we're here, we're queer" - Will & Grace

just a little schpill before i enjoy some teenage cartoons

>>> after like half a day, nite class incl.

man i love cartoons n anime n everythin
i think i prefer classic drawing style as well as modern, but only ok w/ cg mixed
story style wise, the dragon ball type - collect/battle is kinda gettin old no?
if there're no bishies, n the story line is boring, i'd rather sleep
wut i think boring - card playin, pocket-able monster catchin, battlin w/ in toys
i mean are they even still hot in Japan?
i liked the old Batman cartoons
but now i'm like a teenager still, i came to like Teen Titans and Martin Mystery
yup that's what i spend my days doing, watching stupid cartoons =_=''

i'd hafta say my favourite show now is still CSI
can't help but feel deja vu with some of the stories in the original CSI
despite it being few years old, i still like it
CSI: NY is pretty cool too
but i just can't stand CSI: Miami for the most part
there's like only one good looking guy and the other ppl just dun peak any interest
CSI is great, maybe when i have $$ i'll buy the whole DVD lot
i think i've said babbled this b4, but hey nobody cares except me

and i'm shivering/jiggling from lack of sleep & sugar depletion

BTW - appointment with doc [check] - appointment with hair stylist [check]

DAMMIT forgot to look for some hair style photos...
n chek bestbuy to see if my wishlist webcam is still there

i predict i'll aleep around 430am
and i'm usually right, unless i let myself read fanfics or somethin...
loosin mind pretty soon w/o food or sugar
*sound of human batteries dying*

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 15:02:06 GMT

is life passin me by? am i going insane?
btw that's 2 very diff questions... i think... errrrm hmmmm

i hope not...
i give ppl advice and i have NOT been followin them myself diligently
i so wana beat the crap out of myself
yeah... weird fetish... NOT.
i seriously wana strangle myself thou
cuz if i don't get my act together, i'm gona just wither away

btw, Dir en grey's Withering to Death album is hella awesome

ohoh i saw AFI's Miss Murder video a while ago
i liked the song, Girl's Not Grey too
weird how i liked their fanfics WAY b4 i even found out wut they look like
LOLOLOLOL retarded? no, cuz if u knew me, u'd know it's actually not that weird
mehehehehehehe
i also liked Nelly Furtado's Promiscuous Girl
yeah what a shocker, i know, cuz i kinda disliked her songs
no offense really, i just ain't into pop =__=''

things i really needa do:
hair-cut
dye hair
read for my stupid summer courses
see the doc again v___v
get off my stupid ass n go to the gym... somehow
go buy myself a new webcam

i wana meet up w/ friends, but also kinda wana meet up w/ a few "ppl"

ohoh last Sunday
i finally watch'd Eugenia's FFVII: Advent Children DVDs
took me too super fxxkin long *slap myself silly*
it was great
full of bishies to oogle at.... so sexy they were, yes they definitely were
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
the actual movie was a little... i don't get the children thing...
seriously i'm not a kids person (reason below)
anyway, i thought Kadaj was kinda sad
Yazoo ... a little too few appearances
Loz is so funny ROFL
the ending part for them was cool
Rufus is such a manipulative bastard, but he's still hot ^^'''' LMAO
Reno is such a cluts, just wana ruffle his hair or hug him or somethin XD
Rude is cool, but damn he's too busy gettin hit in the face and fallen on by Reno
VINCENT is so HOT~~~ *mega glomps* >/////////<
the red cape scene was so coooooooooool~!!
his voice is a little deeper than i've imagined really (ever since i saw the trailers)
and most doujin n fanfics alike havin him as the UKE is just not workin
kinda messin up all the inner images @_@;;;;;;;;
well i love him, uke or seme doesn't matter
have i said i love him yet? well i'll say it as many times as i need
I LOVE VINCENT VALINTINE
Cid was good, such a tiny part thou
he looks much younger that in most doujin, which is great!
not much comment on Sephiroth, duno, he seems the same evil guy he's aways been
but hey, ppl write him as having gone mad, my comment's not so bad =P
Cloud, hmmm, he was... interestin
damn i'm thinkin of his sword LOL
but yeah he's a little too ... reminiscent for my taste?
but the holdin hands w/ Danzel was cute XP heheheheh
OHOHOMFBG i duno why, but i kept gettin a vibe from him
funniest thing, GACKT VIBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so serious, it's not even funny... i feel like i said somethin ironic just now *k'so*
....hope no one clobbers me for that.... *ahem*
anyway, i loved it, FF7 AC, i'd wana see Before Crisis
but the whole story w/ Zack is just soooo sad T^T
btw he was HOT too XP
if i don't fantasize bout them or write fanfics of them, i'll definitely read them LOL

that reminds me, had been writing FF8 fanfic
can't wait til i get to the actual story part TT~TT
haven't gone on my own pc for a LONG time...
actually i'm writin this on my sis' pc too OTZ
despite the story line rather similar to ones i've read, i hope it'll be good n original
i can't wait!! so all the more reason for me to put my act together
so i can have more "me-time" pfft

the whole time throughout, upstairs was KILLING me
kids n adults alike were RAMPAGIN above my head
i have hating living under someone for quite some time now
and i'm gettin so ticked off by kids running over my head so often
i'm gona go nuts, very very very soon
need like a super bishie god to save me

not just kids... livin w/ father dear is killin me
i need a super fuckin big buffer here
i've been tryin to avoid writin anythin too unpleasant
cuz i dun wana remember any of them *sigh*
(go to happy place) pfft
HELP!?

now needa find Irene those notes
then shower T^T
maybe i could go by YMCA today b4 school... very iffy feelin
*ugh* <--- that's my ending statement? ="=
well, i'm off

net pets

Sat, 27 May 2006 21:36:02 GMT

yup i sorta hopped on the net pet wagon
althou it's my sis account this pet is mine
i named him koRikutsu
my sis' is called MoonDraggie
sign up ppl, join me n other ppl worldwide
plus i get a little referral gift when u register a pet, yes YOU! I COMMAND U TO JOIN!
it's kinda kid-sie
but it's alright
got pets for ur pets, games, shops, "battledome", gamblin, etc etc

i've a second pet actually
but actually it was my 1st, before my neopet
it's a livly, it's a jpn (sony i think) creation
i named him Monde
here's the link http://www.livly.com/mypage.php?uid=3CZa&s=2
oin up too, it's kinda wacky
a little borin w/ the pay membeship - GLL
cuz u can't go in to the GLL w/o the pass, which is monthly membership of $4CDN
i dun have the pics right now
cuz i'm still on my sis' pc, since 3am... whoa that's half a day since i've been awake
i'll post a pic later

anyway that's all bout my online pets

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Thu, 25 May 2006 09:49:20 GMT

i miss sis

(well this entry was for about 2 weeks ago)
(i'm only writing it today - June 8th, such a lazy ass)

well sis flew back to HK on Wed. May 24th
man, i cried when she went in the gate
what a ... ruining thing for my image (wut image?) *pfft... grrr*

we took some like 1 pic at the airport
she also bought somethings at a shop
i got a hummingbird necklace
actually i spotted this cute and fuzzy head pillow
it's got 3 shapes, i only remember moose
want one~
(now i want cookies, damn tv commercials)

anyway she's goin bak pretty permenantly
cuz there aain't no return ticket
and her mission's to look for work

well since it's been 2 weeks, i've gotten pretty used to it now
just no ppl to talk to when i'm watchin tv or a cool tv ad come on
but i've also been usin her pc since then (actually rite now too)
it's got it's ups n downs (cuz now i'm neglectin my own pc)
n i dun haf a buddy to go shopping w/ n stuff
i've been playin neopets on here too much i think (the greed for fake money)
but i have chek email for her too

i wanted to call n talk to her everyday
but now it's kinda fizzled down some (not out really)

had more to say
dun remember by now, n probly now i'm gettin sleepy n hungry lol